anxiety is terrible, you could be having an attack and no one would even know because it’s an inward thing. it feels like you’re malfunctioning and you can’t process your own thoughts. you get a knot in your stomach and you can’t take a full breath but outwardly you can literally just sit there and look completely normal as long as no one tries to speak to you.
i never realize how much i swear until i’m in a situation where i can’t
this is the single most pretentious thing ive ever seen in my life im gonna vomit
“They’re waiting for you to become the stereotypical child actor and go off the wheels a bit. But I’m not planning on it.” - Rupert Grint